I've given in.

Ok,ok...after watching this..i've given in. No more texting and driving for me, cause I know countless times where I've gotten that not very likeable freak out thriller feeling I get when I'm about seconds away from an accident courtesy of a text. I will finally sign the Oprah No texting and driving petition.

Hope this can convince you too to not text and drive.



Thanks Mo for the vid.

2010

Sorry for no updates or pics lately..a bit busy running around from city to city for the holidays. Till I get back, enjoy this mix of all the songs from this year..or the 9.49 /106 mix.

before the fame.

Jay-z before his $$$$$ life. HOWLA if you see him on the streets!

Just one hard SPANK.

Since I just returned from a LONG three day trip from tahoe with my uncle, aunt, two cousins, and my sister..while it's still fresh in my mind..I might as well vent it out while I can still get all the details out to help you to visually picture my story.

Anyway, I dont know if i'm the only one besides my sister and I that talk about this, but I'm thinking and wondering, do parents these days discipline their kids enough? In my honest and experienced opinion, I dont even think it exists anymore. Discipline is taken out of parents vocabs. I know every kid has or has HAD a little bit of bratty-ness in them. I admit, I sure did. But to a certain extent? I have a lot of experience with kids via church/sunday school plus my little cousins and G-DAMN they are one hell of an annoying set of stubborn spoiled brats who just need some simple slappings and spankings to put them back into shape. These kids have no manners, always have to have their way or throw wild tantrums, throw on the sour/ i just smelled dog doo-doo for face for hours of a lifetime for NO GOOD REASON. S-P-O-I-L-E-D BRATS, i tell ya. I understand America is all about the "no spanking kids" idea because its "abuse", but get out of here I survived the spanking era with rubber flipflops, belts, sticks, chairs, brooms, man hands, you name it..came out with bruises and STILL survived. It just took a little bit of some spanking back into reality to get me where I am and knock some sense into me.

I don't understand why parents think these "i'll give my kid whatever I want because theyre cute, I love them, and I dont want them to cry" ideas even though they are straight up actin' rude and plain ridiculous when they can easily stop the non sense by raising their voices a bit and when needed SLAP THEM RIGHT BACK INTO PLACE.

And I say all this because my little five year old cousin this weekend tore the living day light patience out of me (if that made any sense) and drove me off the wall with her brattyness. For the 6+ hour drive up, through, and down tahoe while she was awake..she asked a question every other minute. NOT ONCE, NOT TWICE, but FIVE OR MORE TIMES. (For once, i am NOT over-exaggerating) Then slips into bipolar depression tantrum and cried for THIRTY minutes straight screaming and crying on her carseat..all because she was hungry even though her mom had JUST bought her chicken mcnuggets. And through all the crying and torture of our precious ears?...She gets a special stop the car, pull over, check if she wants to pee, check if she peed while crying, and then gets some TLC..aka "stop crying, mamas baby..i love you...*hugs and kisses*" ohh GIVE ME A BREAK! if it weren't for my precious headphones and music on blast to save me i would've been on the news for world's stupidest suicide or murderer. If that was me back then my dad woulda pulled the car over, took me out the car, slapped the living day lights outta my ass which woulda stopped me from crying, hopped back in the car and leave me to mope silently in my carseat and not dare do what i just did again.

NOTE TO SELF: Treat all stubborn spoiled brats ages 5-10 like your enemies. Be Selfish and Torture them with your free access to candy that they can't have. haha

Oh, did I mention? The trip was still fun and beautiful despite rotten brats.

amazing power of the brain.

The virtual haircut! I've seen this a while back but totally forgot about it until today when i heard a mix that when from one ear to the other ear...Here's a cool virtual haircut that feels so creepishly weird. Try it out for yourself WITH headphones. if you do without, dont even bother. I was giggling when he used the clippers on me cause it felt so real.
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unfortunate irony.

"We all have the potential to fall in love a thousand times in our lifetime. It's easy. The first girl I ever loved was someone I knew in sixth grade. her name was Missy; we talked about horses. The last girl I love will be someone I haven't even met yet, probably. They all count. But there are certain people you love who do something else; they define how you classify what love is supposed to feel like. These are the most important people in your life, and you'll meet maybe four or five of these people over the span of 80 years. But there's still one more tier to all this; there is always one person you love who becomes that definition. It usually happens retrospectively, but it happens eventually. This is the person who unknowlingly sets the template for what you will always love about other people, even if some of these loveavle qualities are self-destructive and unreasonable. the person who defines your understanding of love is not inherently different than anyone else, and they're often just the person you happen to meet the first time you really, really, want to love someone. But that person still wins. They win, and you lose. Because for the rest of your life, they will control how you feel about everyone else. " -Chuck Klosterman.

creativity and imagination

levels of evil.

"Regardless of what kind of god you believe in-- a loving god, a vengeful god, a capricious god, a snooty beret french god, or whatever--one has to assume that you can't be penalized for doing the things you believe to be truly reighteous and just. Certainly, this creates some pretty glaring problems: Hitler may have thought he was serving God. Stalin may have thought he was serving God (or something vaguely similar). I'm certain Osama Bin Laden was positive he was serving God. It's not hard to fathom that all of those maniacs were certain that what they were doing was right. Meanwhile, I constantly do things that I know are wrong; they're not on the same scale as incinerating Jews or blowing up skyscrapers, but my motivations might be worse. I have looked directly into the eyes of a woman I loved and told her lies for no reason, except that those lies would allow me to continue having sex with another woman I cared about less. This act did not kill 20 million Russian peasants, but it might be more "diabolical" in a literal sense. If I died and found out I was going to hell and Stalin was in heaven, I would note the iront, but I couldn't complain. I don't make the f__ rules. " -Chuck Klosterman.

clever of the clevs.

" Youre messin with this joker but you need a king he'll club anyone tryna jack his queen, ima call a spade a spade from the start, gave you diamonds should of gave you his heart. " -KANYE

no respect.

I got into a bit of a heated debate with my good ol' friend from h.s. about Lebron James. Of course, my first reaction to that question was hands down...TRAITOR. He accused me of being a straight up hater and then tried to justify that lbj was no traitor and that delonte west was. Then tried to compare KOBE to LBJ? oh please. What i wont deny is that LBJ is a beast and is good, but i will never respect him the way he carries his cocky self. We dont need a special session of you on tv just to tell us what team your choosing over your hometown, let alone stack up yourself with two other ALLSTARS. All i have to say is....

Lebron James is like the Kanye West of the Sports World.

He carries himself like he's got the world in his hands and is straight a$$hole status, but he's a beast and is good at what he does.

Goes HAND IN HAND.

on a smaller note: Thank God the Heat's record SUCKS.

do us a favor, stay off the bandwagon.

I think its so funny how most of our lives revolve around social networking. Morning, day, and night...guarantee we're on it. We search for people we meet through facebook, live vicariously through tumblr/other blogs, and stalk people via twitter.

What I think thats even funnier, no wait what i think that's more ANNOYING than most things...is the recent "number" game where you message a friend a number and they write something about you on their status on facebook. I wont deny that yea, it might be interesting but the fact that suddenly people want to know their status with that one friend all of a sudden. Its funny, cause if you think about it... for the people who have talked to that one person in a while...you gotta be a bit fake dont you think? you gotta pull out the old school card and say.."well remember back then ..or i didnt know you that well but you seem like a cool friend..." HAHA a-w-k-w-a-r-d. Nobody wants to see what you have to say about other people on your status and have them bomb your feed. If you guys were really friends you would say it in person..not front online.

Or maybe i might just be writing all this cause I'm hella annoyed at how much its bombed my feed and while reading some of them somewhere in the midst of the status it'll say "...but you SEEM like a cool friend.." please. save yourself. YOU SOUND plain STUPID.

against violence on children. via FB

Can i make this my default for the "cartoons" on Facebook of what i watched when i was little. I def chooose this over pepperann, recess, and some looney tunes. haha well most of the times at least. mo-to the-e to the....

thanks neens. tabios for the pic.

Good outweighs the Bad.

December already? Where has time gone...I think i've been so used to this schedule where I'm still going to class but also have time to squeeze in other things like my internship, homework, and social life to keep my mind off things I don't need to be thinking about, im dreading that the year is going to end so soon. I'm excited, yet not really excited for the year to end just because 2010 has given me one of the best years next to 2007. I can't wait to go through my year in review process as the year slowly rolls into 2011. I just hope 2011 will be twice as good to me as 2010 was being that the good will outweigh the bad.

I began a project for myself today with no specific means or any due dates to be done by but just as a story where I can just find a way to put all my thoughts that i've bottled up and had for the five past years into one and to close that chapter of my life as now i can finally come to a full circle and have peace with myself. I dont know if i will be sharing it publicly on this blog. But i'm sure if you do ask for it, i'll be down to share it with you if youre nosey about what its really about. =) I just hope I can finish this project and not have it lingering in the middle of nowhere.

Till then, live out the rest of 2010 like Jay Sean would cause "its the end of the world"...and have a great holiday season.

Acception.

"I mean that's a big part of our existence here on earth, the personal relationship that we have with the person that we love, with the person we make love to, with the person we share our lives with. We expect a lot of things back from our loved ones, and the lesson is to accept and not expect." -Erykah Badu