Thursday, July 30, 2009

oh Lord...

sometimes i wish it was just this easy... as easy as chap-stick-three.

"with you always..."


haha he sho is...but could they have made it anymore creepier?

Wednesday, July 29, 2009

at his PEAK.

For the non- yahoo readers:
K.FED at his peak. o helllza nahs. talk about some weight gaining problems..it aint even the beer belly stress takin daddy anymore...he just entered the worlds record book of fattest golfer/"rapper" alive..sweet jesus, i thought celebrities spend half their money tryna keep in shape..i guess b.spears leavin was quite a heartrippa, and this new girlfran aint puttin the pieces of his heart back together too swell.

thanks US weekly.

Tuesday, July 28, 2009

bad service.

bad customer service is hella annoying. and people who do serve bad customer service deserve bad treatment...

so today, me and my parents went to target to go bike shopping since my (or youngs to be specific) ex bff rusty, got stolen =(.

incident #1: so stupid out of all the bikes at target none of the bikes except like 3 have prices on them which is ridiculous. on top of that, their bike tags arent even under the right bike. so i pressed the "help" button and some raggedy old white trashed lookin woman comes walkin to us grouchily and ask what we need help with, does her job, tells us the price of one bike, and leaves us hanging. RUDE. but we'll let that be..

incident #2: two minutes later after the last rude woman leaves us, i go to the fan section to see the discounts for our new house. a greasy ass haired worker walks in the same aisle putting some fans back, and i ask him if the discounts are every week on fans...this retarded man straight up eyes me, ignores me and walks away. after call him a couple of jerkish names, i walk away pissed.

So i .... went back to the button to press the "need help" button just to annoy and piss them off...so they can walk their lazy butts all the way to that little corner and see no one. after i pressed it and walked away quickly the next thing i see is the greasy haired man running quickly towards the button to stop it from beeping hella fast and to try and "help" the customer that didnt need his lame help. hahahaha NERD. so much for helping eh..

TARGET FAIL.
(i looked up greast hair man and pete wentz popped up not really pete wentz as the rude man though.)
Sometimes you have to let life turn you upside down so you can learn how to live right side up.
-Not Easily Broken.
my friends status on facebook:
L.C.: got a text from a friend that asked what IDK stood for. I answered 'i don't know'. That person replied 'OMG! No one does!!'
hahahaha.

knotta berry farm...

so i went down south two weeks ago again to visit some grreat old pals..again. haha they took me out to knotts berry farm...which i'm sure they're annoyed as heck with me comparing it constantly to great america, but honestly..it really is the same thing...but i must admit, better. hahaha it had a bit more speed in their rides, but theyve got everything like the grizzly, topgun, dilerium, invertigo, drop zone..and you know them whole nine yards..but i must say, great america mos def has some BETTER prizes for the basketball game.. anyway, pics speak for themselves... if not i'll caption it.
the crew that came out.a bit fuzzy cause i jacked it from em. clayzie, clayzie ride...that we werent able to get on..=\
ok, a drop zone, the water version.
drop zone..or should i say "supreme scream"
kabbamodern with the whole thrilla in manila residents.
the swaggaa'd swings.
top gun...or in socal words, silver bullet.
mmm the free ones are always the tastiest..

Monday, July 27, 2009

breathless life.

For the battle is not yours, but God’s.
2 Chronicles 20:15

we all have our own battles, half the battle we fight we're fighting and the other half, God's fighting it for us.

i think thats how i see it as now. With everything going crazy with the recession, the people riding the recession and even just things in general whether it be the recession or not, things have just been stressful. I don't usually blog like this, but today as my friend sent me an acquaintance from H.S. blog, I was “revived”/inspired and overwhelmed to see someone joyfully explain her love for God..something I did not expect from her. God works in mysterious ways. I've been havin a fall out with God and lately ive just become a negative bickering nitpicky and impatient person. I spoke as if the world revolved around me and as if i didn't care about life. I just feel as if, i should share a bit of my battle hoping to inspire to keep your walk with God strong and to never give up on him.

Lately in the past recent months, i've been saying some vulgar things, going back to my old ways in my first three years of high school. But things have changed since then, because as i said them i felt cool at the moment, but as soon as i finished the stupid phrase, i'd feel my body tighten up feeling heated and pissed as if the world was out to get me. i'd start to become emotional trying to hide it in. All the things around me began to just fall apart. I felt as if a crazy load had just dropped on my back and i was just suddenly carrying 100 pounds..but i never knew what was wrong, all i knew was that everything i did, i never had "fun"..or it wasnt the fun i used to have that was carefree and I just tried to replace my stress with materialistic or worldly entertainment..I was pulling myself away from God yet still trying to hang on to that last piece of string from the rope. I became angry at the people who I wasn’t supposed to be angry at and blamed it on things that weren’t even supposed to be. It was crazy because God speaks to you. Its crazy, I decided to go back to this other church I used to attend…or well since ive been so caught up in other stuff, I checked out their website because I know they have videos of the sermons, and crazy enough..their message series was on “moments of decision” which the pastor was talking about when times get rough especially with the church community.

“Where we stress and not pay attention to our souls..we just sorta go through life, or what it even means to have perspective. Within all that we just have to lay at his feet with all our problems and concerns. We live with constant stress always around stressed out people and it can be compelling but in the long run it can really take its toll on us. But we just have to pay attention to our soul and our walk with God. There will be times when we need to get away and rest but there is a difference between pulling back and pulling back for the purpose of re-engagement. We must know how to put occupation aside which does not mean we must be idle in a an action which is meditated the wrinkles in our soul are smooth away.”-T. Brisbane.

In stressed times, we get into the self destructive behavior and it becomes addictive. Times will get tough and it’s the darn devil tryna get all up in our business to cut that rope off with us and God and in the end it’s just really seeing our strong our faith is. It’s about getting by each wall one by one that’s standing in our way. And although I am on my way of recovering still working things out, I can already feel 10 pounds lifted off my back of the 100 pounds still sitting on my back.

Resist him, standing firm in faith, because you know that your brothers throughout the world are undergoing the same kind of sufferings. 1 Peter 5:9

As goes for that similar quote that goes along the lines of: Be nice to everyone you meet, because you never know what battle their fighting.
I waited patiently for the Lord; he turned to me and heard my cry. He lifted me out of the slimy pit, our of the mur and mire; he set my feet on a rock and gave me a firm place to stand. He put a new song in my mouth, a hym of praise to our God. Many will see and fear and put their trust in the Lord. Psalm 40: 1-3
*on one condition,....dont talk to me about this entry.. its just one of those get off my chest things../dont want to talk about it.
Patience with others is love, Patience with self is hope, Patience with God is faith. -Adel Bestavros

and in this crazy life, patience is whats gon get us by mos def. (of course, with the help of God)

"God show me the way because the devils tryna break me down"- Kanye West.

Thursday, July 23, 2009

Wednesday, July 22, 2009

getaways.

weeekend mini getaways to hidden nooks and crannys of the bay. Anniversary weekend led to other anniversary parties, free food...is amazing.

our view was amazing, almost hawaii status.
the brunch & show.
honey moon.#1
honey moon #2 with auncle dave disgusted.
maemae and jannie
the long table.
going down the other end...

we're in hawaii.
honeymoon #3
ballooon animals/bike
if only it was lifesize..


the honeymooners crew.
and our fam in "hawaii."

Monday, July 20, 2009

Silver Anniversary.

i'm massively delayed, but it wa my parents anniversary a week or two ago. July 11th 2009. The pics mostly speak for themselves..if not i'll caption it.

Rehearsal and decoration day:

the bride is MIA.
bathroom pics..
beginning the ceremony.
1 Corinthians..you know the rest...down the aisle.unity candles.

who can spot the dirt in this picture!!
lola and lolo. haha jk gong gong & paw paw.
the Chow side.
the leong side.
when they first entered..
a bit too excited.
amanzie...are you a bit jealous?
camera ...whores hahaha
YAFers.
amanzie...for you.
the entourage table.
the cutting of the cake.
ugh.

the "second "dance
the chacha in lost translation. everybody clappp your hands...dude, i have massive helmet volumized hair.. with a beater tan. haha
aw aw and su su!
leong cous cous.
she wants to fly away..
yafers.
to make up for prom pictures
russel from UP.
sy q.
the crazy scenery at the end of the day.
i thought rainbows never existed so beautifully as this one.!
clayzie.
lovelay but freakay sky.
because palm trees are crazily nice no matter what.